He has a Plan.

I did know this. I've always know this. But sometimes, like today I am reminded that My Heavenly Father has a very specific plan. Yes we can choose our path in life, but Heavenly Father is all seeing and all knowing. So he already knows, and if we ask him he will lead us down the right path. I'm home. I've been home for 7 months now, and I get a lot of. When are you going back to school? Or even scarier now, whats your plan now that you're not doing school? Which I am by the way, just to set the record straight.
But its all worth it, because I know I'm supposed to be home this semester, and although I didn't know 100% why when I decided not to, I now do.
Tonight has been oddly wet and tearful night. I honestly rarely cry for myself, what I should say is- I rarely cry because of things directly related to me. But thing after thing tonight has made by eyes water up and become more puffier than the hour before. Don't worry I'm fine, really. Like one thing that made me cry was reading the Rising Star Newsletter. In the Newsletter is had the Rising Star Anthem in it. And just reading it, flooded me with the memory of the children singing it so proudly.
So I thought I would share it with you all here. So you can read it, and picture these precious little Indian children singing it.

"I'm a Rising Star"
by: Shaun Parry
I'm free to be all I can be.
I love life and I love being me.
I can choose to let my light shine.
The World is waiting?
Whose turn is it? Mine!

I will live like the sun sharing light.
I will shine in the darkest of night.
I will laugh, and learn, and through
any strife,
Live a long, happy, healthy, and loving life.

I'm a rising, rising star.
I'm a rising, rising star.
Spread the word near and far.
I'm a rising star.

Let the world know who we are.
We are rising Stars.

I then went to the Rising Star website, and saw they have a direct link to my blog. So that was humbling, and oh so sweet of them. So I started to read my journey there...to see how many errors I really have in the blog. But I was overcome with emotions from my trip, and forgot all about my horrid spelling and incomplete, and probably incomprehensible sentences.

So anyways I just wanted to say how grateful I am, that Heavenly Father has a plan. I know his is a lot better than mine would be. So Lead me, guide me, walk beside me.

xoxo Martha

p.s. I love this song, and although i think the actual sucking out the hearts part is kind of freaky- the dancing is awesome. And the woman who choreographed it, was just at Rising Star a few weeks ago. And thus she is the coolest choreographer on SYTYCD!