Monday, November 16, 2009

REALLY!?

Just watched SNL today and the first thing that came to my mind when thinking about writing another whiny blog again was REALLY?! I really have a pretty ideal life, parents that love me, friends that care and surround me, and some pretty sweet jobs. But I find myself, constantly trying to change something in my life. I'm headed to Rexburg for the next two semesters and that is pretty final. And there is nothing wrong with that. But what to do next fall?!?! The only thing I have decided is that I can't come back and live here. Unless I'm married and both me and my husband are going to live here. :) not likely. So I'm trying to figure out what’s next for my life. I would need to work. So just touring Europe isn't really an option. Kat is off Nannying in Europe which I would absolutely love to do, but not sure that’s the best way to make money. So I considered going down and living with all my best friends in Provo and working there. However the more I think about it, I'm not sure that’s the best option either. My mom just lectured me about how I should just apply to Provo if I need to be with my friends so much. But I feel like that would be extremely unproductive. Once again not all my credits will transfer and that might mean doing another semester or two of school that I wouldn't have needed. And there is also the fact that I might not get in, again! Also I love BYU-Idaho, I'm just whiny. But there are really so many good things there. There are also so so so many good things here, and I love my Bridger, my Primary Class, and all the other children I get to hangout with, but I'm not sure it’s enough. The only thing keeping me sane right now is my lovely Alexis, and Emily.

Well that’s more than enough complaining.... give me your thoughts on what I should do in the fall.

4 comments:

  1. Just stay in Rexburg and get a job at Great Harvest :)

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  2. haha yeah, Zach, that's a horrible idea. And I wish you would just come down here and live with us, but I get what your mom's saying, and it makes sense that you need to stay in Rexburg, but maybe you just need to stay more positive, cuz it's not like anyone else is doing anything that awesome either, we're all just going to school. I think you just need to find a boyfriend, and then you'll feel better.just kidding men don't solve all your problems, but you will figure it out. but this is another one of those instances where i can't help you because i can relate too much. maybe the fact that we're twins isn't such a good thing after all.

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  3. Oh I know I'm just whiny! and yes I do need a boyfriend. I was talking to your brother (nathan) about Bridge and he was like "you need a boyfriend". I was like rude. haha But its true, sadly. I need to be loved by a guy who is a tad bit older. and yeah could you stop being sooo much like me. :) love you.
    oh and sorry about blogging so much. I have tooo much free time.

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